Throughout my examination period, I have been rather afraid of going home due to my mom's mood swings. She has been abnormally quiet n perceived that she can live even better without me in her life. It was rather hurtful then. I was really worried n wondered when I will be able to go home to how it used to be. It was really stressful for me always having uncomfortable silence between us. It was until this morning, just a moment ago that we were having conversations that I missed. Even though it was once again her over protective assumptions of people around me who are always there to take advantage, but for once I'm glad to talk. I really love my family... It is like there's always complains about it but when its not there, it'll really cut right into the heart. Hoping that my family will always be like that, peaceful, harmony n happy..! Though more freedom for me would be great. Hehe... Its really funny for a 22 year old like me to think like that. Desperate for freedom... I've been awake since 21 Nov, 1pm... Studied 14 hrs of CIMA P7 past year papers... Gonna sleep now n hope to wake up at 12 noon. Ooo... Before I forget, praying that I don't get traffic summons, mom got a letter yesterday from the Traffic Police, but it did not state anything apart from check your summons which are not settled. Hope that its just a letter to encourage people to check their summons. Fraud letter... Pray pray... OMG... Hehe... Anyway, really should sleep, left with 4hrs to sleep. Stressed... Stressed... Stressed...
